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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
.. troubled waters ..
hey hey! so long nver write in lerh.. so busy and stuff.. arg!!! so sianz.. health sux too!! kinda emotionally upset oso.. sigh.. ='(( newaix.. doin nth currently.. just kinda unstable mentally.. decided that fer the third time i'm sayin it this year.. I WANA CHANGE!! seriously, i really really regret involvin emotional feelins in a "goin strong" fwenship... why cant i just cherish it as and like it is?? sigh.. look wat u had done to urself aisah?.. u brought it upon urself.. sigh.. *in the background: janice and farhana's singin cadbury choc song.. ** sigh.. why den am i feelin depress? why cant i just get off it and just smile? "i can make u smile.." as my current blogskin would say.. but how can i make u smile if i can even smile myself?? sigh.. maybe i'll just feel better if he could just reply me.. or even ma me if u would... i wun mind.. in fact i'll feel better at least.. sigh.. watever.. i'm soundin so depress on a happy surface?.. guess its true wat he says.. i'm not being myself! mayb i do need to say "cheer up dude" to myself.. hmmm.. okie.. enuf is enuf! anywaix.. me skatin tis mon.. so gonna pon POC.. heck larh! i rather go skate with my good fwen you sheng den see all those "morons".. kkz.. chao! gotta study fer test later! =(( sigh..